posers... not cool posers either.

THIS GIRL wants, wishes to be agyness deyn. but SHE'S NOT. i unfortunately saw this girl at a warehouse party this week, pretending to be an awesome model and claiming to be agyness deyn. if you are going to pretend to be someone british, please speak in an english accent!
i was a little disappointed to find her on the styledefined blog because you know what, she was pretending to be a famous model to people who KNOW the difference between posers. it was like in middle school when old gross men would pretend to be famous people in yahoo chatrooms. this look is old, overdone and so boring. no style whatsoever. /rant

BUT the best thing about being in brooklyn was beacon's closet



AND I SNATCHED THESE! YES. originally $100 dollars retail for only $35!! look!!

so stoked on my find. i've found the best summer shoe ever!

i want to be doing this.

i want a drink in my hand, i want to look hot, i want to wear my studded jacket. WTF. why AREN'T i? why is my life so boring and stressful this week? i need a DRINK, DAMMIT.

cassette society

sometimes, in life, things blow you away. you think, "wow. i WISH i had thought of this, i want to be a part of this!" you believe that it is above and beyond you and that someday, maybe someday that one thing (be it art, fashion, literature) will be a part of you. i often feel this way with music (depeche mode, the cure) and fashion (alexander mcqueen, alaia, gareth pugh) and even jewelry (sean leane, tom binns).

then... there's some things that feel like it has radiated off you. that it's been a part of your personality for so long that it fits so perfectly into your life that you are instantly IN love... you feel like it's been a part of you for your whole life. it's simple and it fits. i feel this way about few things. i'm an incredibly picky person, as people who know me are aware of all too well. and i have found my fashion designers. they are a part of me -- as stupidly intolerable as it sounds, and i am in LOVE with them. i want to share my creativity with them, i want to be their best friend. seriously.

they're called cassette society and they're from australia. they are self proclaimed 80's girls.

shoulder pads, check. high waisted shorts showing the butt, check.

black skirt and off the shoulder puffs. i OWN this.

the yummiest of yummy acid wash gear. and FEATHERS.


but this one sealed the deal. acid wash dress with rousching on the shoulders and BONDAGE. this channels martin gore (my soulmate) and channels me. fabulous.

<3

the best mascara ever. hands down.

ya know, stretching my money out is something i've been working on. i haven't bought clothes/shoes since i can't remember when. and if i have, it's only been really good sales (as much as i can). my lust for clothing/shopping has been fulfilled by looking at fashion blogs and magazines. BUT, when i ran out of my diorshow mascara, my mistake was buying the drugstore brand. i bought a random rimmel mascara and it did exactly what i DIDN'T want it to do -- rub off on my upper eyelids. diorshow does NOT, nor has EVER, done that. there are just some quality things you can't substitute. my beloved mascara being one of them. i must make a trip to sephora and just try to walk briskly by all the other yummy stores in the mall.

summer? or rainy spring day?

so what's up with this weather? WWWD makes me wish for uncomfortably warm weather with their june spread.

the first picture is especially adorable. i love the color palette of this shoot with the aquas, seafoams, and yes, even yellow. i DESPISE yellow usually, but gosh, it just seems so happy. so maybe i will change from my black wardrobe to something more optimistic. or maybe at least when i'm down (at times like these) to raise my spirits. but i have always loved aqua and seafoam. i used to have this set of fat crayola markers that came with seafoam, grey and aqua along with the normal colors. i LOVED those colors together. maybe an outfit with coral accents (socks - YES), some silver (grey) jewelry and pow pow pow. it's perfect.

i give you the finger, rain and cold weather! i WILL look like summertime!