sometimes i feel like a waste of oxygen. sometimes i get this anxiety of sitting still for too long, for things to be too normal and too mundane. in times like this, i begin to reach out, to search for something new. but how to get enough of that motivation (anxiety?) to do something about it??
pull out the sewing machine. draw in your fugging sketchbook. maybe it's just too easy... maybe it sucks being an artist sometimes.
inspiration, inspiration, inspiration...



it's a headache y balance of trying to live practicing moderation--because that's what grown up real people do-- and the strain of realizing that i think and act out of extremes, and that maybe i should just listen to that psycho urge that pushes to/over the limit.
ReplyDeletei don't think there's enough urgency.
ps. is the orange lady yours? she should keep us company in the studio.
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